Hello! I'm Crayon Squad Lilac, but you can just call me Lilac!I'm a 20 year old trans and nonbinary creator. I draw, animate, make music, and i've been meaning to learn how to code eventually. I go by they/he/she.

Warning label:-I can be a little slow or easily stressed out sometimes, (though I'm always trying to get better at managing this.) Just a note, please be understanding.-I strongly wish to avoid all genuine Sexual/Fetish content (I can tolerate some things sometimes for the sake of a discussion or silly joke if detail is low.)
(if I've blocked your account, it may be because you post such content. Please understand it's nothing personal and I wish to be respectful, it's just that these things make me very uncomfortable, and certain specific things can ruin my day or multiple days if I see them... so uhh You can keep that stuff Over there and I can keep my stuff Over here. I think that is Understandable.)-If I ever do anything wrong, please, please tell me!!!!

About Me:-As previously mentioned, I'm transgender!
Right now, I do not identify under any specific particular labels, I'm comfortable just being nonbinary only, and neither feminine nor masculine (or like a mix of both or something, just like not One of them or too much more of one than the other. If that makes sense.) If you must use gendered terms, please stick to the masculine ones, like king and sir!-I'm also asexual and panromantic(I think) (since I experience no sexual attraction whatsoever and am instead sex repulsed)-I like too many medias to list, and on websites I kind of just post whatever I want.-I like cool monsters and bright colors! (You could probably tell the other one cuz of the design of this carrd.)-My favorite color's purple! (and if it was not purple, then it would be green, and if it was not green, it would be red.)

Current Projects:This section is about projects/stories I have in my head & work on, most of my characters are from these. I hope to make any of (preferably multiple) real some day!!

-THE OTHER SIDE (of the universe):
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A webcomic in space with aliens. This is the one I'm Actively Currently Working On As We Speak. I'm drawing the prologue and planning out things (like the entire course of the comic how it will go in order the line of dominoes that will fall) in more logical ways right now. And chapter 1 is still in the actual process of being written. Still, you can find the comic's accounts on tumblr
and bluesky . It will eventually have its own website but it doesn't right now. Follow them for any future updates!!-Pokémon Coalesce/Project Coalesce:
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A fakemon (aka Fanmade Pokémon) project about a region that's like half made up and half inspires by my home state North Carolina. I'm often drawing and posting fakemon for its pokedex, but I hope to make it an actual game someday! I have all the story and characters laid out in my head and like so many music rough drafts from so many years they could make a geographic time scale. I just need to learn how to code....-CLOSER
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A story about a strange monster person and a conspiracy theorist and their shenanigans in the fictional City Of Monochrome. This was originally created when I was 14, and it's lived in my head always. It's changed and morphed a lot since then, but it still means a lot to me. I hope to make it too some day, (in like, a better written and more well made way than 14 year old me would have been able to do so, lol.)

-Work In progress:I'm going to put a different thing here than was originally here.... eventually.

-Why?Why do I make stuff?As a kid, I was bullied heavily in ways that could have broken down and destroyed me. But I was saved by Stories, at least, I believe so.Stories of all kinds. Books, video games, videos, movies, TV shows, songs, and numerous other less neatly categorized forms. I loved to fall inside the worlds they created, to walk around its places, to pluck the strings of the character's heads and live the moments the story told as if they were happening to me in real life.I saw myself in them, I saw people I knew. I saw our own world reflected back at me, in bits and pieces changed and moved around. I saw the people that made these stories, how they made them and what they wanted me to see from it when it was made. I fell in love with storytelling.I have been drawing since about 4 years old, and I remember that before I knew how to read, I would open a book and try to guess what the words were saying was happening. I'd take empty notebooks and try to write novels in them, with plotlines and characters. My mom tells me that before I knew words very well, whenever I came home from anything, I'd try to draw it. So I think this was always inside me, it is just events in my life that made it shine comparatively brighter than everything else. Made me remember there is hope and good things can happen, and there is something I can do, just in general.I am deeply hurt by the past in ways that still echo and haunt me, but I am still walking and breathing. And most importantly, I can still draw. So, I think that I am able to heal.And I want to help others too. Anyone lonely and strange like me, I want them to also have a story to enter, a reminder about hope. I basically want to show people the world through a bright super saturated exaggerated funhouse mirror. I want to contribute my existence and perspectives and ideas to the universe in a way that means something to someone, anyone.It's obviously more complicated than this, but to try to explain all of it here on this dinky (affectionate) little site would be like trying to fit an ocean in a glass, so I'll leave it there for now and hope you understand.Plus also making stuff is like really fun. That too. I like to have fun!

-Where to find meHere's places I am or things of mine!(Discord is @crayonsquadlilac)