Hello! I'm Crayon Squad Lilac, but you can just call me lilac!I'm an 18 year old trans and nonbinary creator. I draw, animate, make music, and i've been trying to learn how to code. I go by he/they/she.

Warning label:-I can be a little slow or easily stressed out sometimes, and I have major self consciousness issues. I apologize a lot (trying to work on that). Please be patient with me, as I am trying my best.
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(But also like I can still do things, I just get overwhelmed occasionally, so don't be an Asshole about it, just like , understand okay hfdhds)-I strongly wish to avoid all genuine NSFW/Fetish content (some unserious jokes are okay).
(if I've blocked your account, it may be because you post such content.)-If I ever do anything wrong, please, please tell me!!!!

About Me:-As previously mentioned, I'm transgender!
Right now, I do not identify under any specific particular labels, I'm comfortable just being nonbinary only, and neither feminine nor masculine. If you must use gendered terms, please stick to the male ones, like king and sir!-I'm also asexual and panromantic(I think) (since I experience no sexual attraction whatsoever and am instead sex repulsed)-I like too many medias to list, and on websites I kind of just post whatever I want.-I like cool monsters and bright colors! (You could probably tell the other one cuz of the design of this carrd.)-My favorite color's purple!

Current Projects:This section is about some big project things of mine I'm working on! Most of my characters are from these.There's a lot of Big Project Things in my brain that I rotate about, and I hope to make them all real someday! I'm getting there, one at a time.

-THE OTHER SIDE (of the universe):
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A webcomic in space with aliens. The prologue was complete but like 2 years ago so it sucks abd it's outdated now, so I'll redraw it. And chapter 1 is in the actual of being written. Still, you can find the comic's accounts on twitter
and bluesky .-Pokémon Coalesce/Project Coalesce:
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A fakemon (aka Fanmade Pokémon) project about a region that's like half made up and half inspires by my home state North Carolina. I'm often drawing and posting fakemon for its pokedex, but I hope to make it an actual game someday! I have all the story and characters laid out in my head and I've been making music for the game too. I just need to learn how to code....-CLOSER
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A webcomic about a strange monster person and a conspiracy theorist and their shenanigans in the fictional City Of Monochrome. I've tried to start this one multiple times over the years, but I've kind of realized the story I had for it was maybe a big mess, so this one's on indefinite pause while I rework the story in my brain.-TSW
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An object show that would go against the traditional object show formula. On indefinite hiatus and yet to be started. Whole story for it layed out in brain though, and some characters.

-The Crayon Squad:You may be wondering what the Crayon Squad part in Crayon Squad Lilac means.... well, technically nothing, but actually there is an answer, it's just really old and not "canon" anymore.The "Crayon Squad" is an ancient set of characters from the long-gone days of 2021, a group of four paper dragons who where chaos gods that went around creating whatever they wanted with no real positive or negative moral stance, and dragged around a fifth character that was just a regular mortal guy with them.Only one of these characters has withstood the test of time, the original Paper Dragon, as my sona. I consider them now unattached from this old lore and really only the guy representative of me. The others are just a piece of the Lilac History now I guess.I continue to call myself Crayon Squad Lilac because "Crayon Squad" was technically come up with before these guys, it just didn't really mean anything and they were an attempt at giving it meaning, but now it doesn't really mean anything again. It's confusing. Whatever.The first image below is a recent October of 2024 "ref" of Paper Dragon as my sona, up-to-date and proper, that's the charachter that's me, and the second is the super ancient february of 2021 ref for the "Crayon Squad," to look at if you're curious.(Carrd crops images weirdly and there's nothing I can do about it I'm sorry.)

-Why?Why do I make things?Well, first and foremost, it's really fun! I like making stuff! It's for me.But second, it's for other people too.I was always 'the weird one' growing up. (I still am, and will always be.)But others didn't understand me, and decided to be total jerks to me. Which may have messed me up in the long term, and is probably why I'm so self conscious now.Regardless, there was one place I did find safety and solace: in stories. In books and in YouTube videos and in shows and movies and songs and video games. It was with those that I spent much my time. Just me, the media, my mind, and my hyperactive imagination.I love media. I love stories. I love going to places and living through moments and through the fictional characters and their fictional worlds. I love feeling those moments and those characters and those places. And younger me loved it too; it saved younger me from becoming a shell of themselves.I want to make other people feel that way. I want to make things people enjoy just like I do. And I want to provide other fellow weird ones the same kind of safety I was lucky enough to find.And to make sure everyone like me knows, you are not alone, and there are people out there who understand, and the universe, though vast, can be a wonderful place, and you mustn't give up. You must nurture yourself and find places where others care about you. Places you like and feel safe in, with people you like that are kind to you.And also I like making things!

-Where to find meHere's places I am or things of mine!(Discord is @crayonsquadlilac)